so i am sitting here tonight…

…and i am listening to the cocteau twins while my boyfriend sleeps. i have a mug of peppermint tea in hand and my rabbit and cat are in full nocturnal mode and i feel the deepest sense of calm and peace rush over me. i am so grateful for what i have. i’m grateful for the two little creatures who make so much of nothing but therein make me realise that “nothing” is so much. my cranky little cancer is sleeping and in so many ways, despite his sensitivity there are times that i sense that my feelings are soooo much more. and maybe that is hormones or whatever, but i do feel so full right now and at rest. i wish everyone this restfulness. i had it when i lived in a 400 square foot place with nothing but the bare minimum so i know you can have it if you slow down enough to see it. tonight, i am most grateful and i hope to keep that gratitude at heart. i hope that others who are experiencing that same restfullness can project it onto everyone else and so i intend to spend the rest of the evening doing just that…..